This month has been a real challenge. I also haven't been able to blog because there were glitches on my sight. The ladies and I have met several times. Its been a good month for the 'Knitting Circle.' I cant wait for everyone to model their project in October.
I hadn't participated in the Share your heart, show your work group for a couple of weeks. When I signed up I was ready to SMH & SMW. I was coming out of my self induced hiding and ready to launch myself. This group gave me an opening for both. I started painting like crazy. All kinds of creativity was coming out of me. Then my past business issues that had been lying dormant for years resurfaced in a big way. It's taken up all my creativity and peace of mind.
Just when I thought I could be free to be me. Boom! The shit hits the fan. I refuse to play victim to the past any longer. The Universe is ready for me to do big things, but in order to move forward I have to clean up the 'dis ease' that had been blocking me. The biggest mistake I made in the past was not being authentic. I was playing a role that I thought everyone wanted me to play. I didn't think that being me was enough. Therefore, I got 'F**d!' and didn't enjoy it!
I'm not going to let past trauma stop me from creating a creative arts business enterprise that feeds my Soul!
I've been going through a great transition during the month of September. Releasing the last entanglements to the 3D world. It was a challenge to say the least! Whether you realize it or not this group's energy (Share your heart, show your work) helped support me in disconnecting. I could feel your love and healing energy as I cut loose the last tentacles from the past. I am very grateful to have connected with this 'Soul Group.'
So now I'm ready to see what is in store for October.
I am a expressive arts facilitator, fabric artist, teacher, storyteller, entrepreneur and Certified Dream Coach.